Start and End

There is a point where the start and ending line are placed in the same location simitaniously occur at the exact same moment in a continual cycle. Bittersweet feeling, that taste that is left in your mouth which leaves you excited yet terrified. This...

MY FREEDOM

There are times in my life that i question my rights but not just mine. I strongly support the lgbt community its not wrong to be gay, lesbian, bi, or transgender. its all about what you feel in side you feel who you love you dont just choose its not...

World Government Signs: Sodom and Gomorrah

World Government Signs is a series on topics and subjects that show how the World Government is forming including Politics and Religion.  You may be wondering why does this matter at all?  The answer is that the prophecies that the Bible speaks of...

"A subject best left to discuss at home, baby lesbian."

"I can't change. Even if I tried. Even if I wanted to...."   When I stepped into this vacant diner with my mom all I could hear in my head was "Just talk to her. Just say something-anything." Granted; not the best place to have a discussion that...

Coming out twice?

Sometimes i think that since i have moved towns and nobody knew me before, means that i need to come out of the closet a second time. Since starting my new life i have noticed that everyone has just assumed i was straight, and without even correcting...

Post #3: What Gender Am I?

I know I'm genderfluid but a good majority of the time I can't tell which gender I feel like. Sometimes I'm like "Yes, I'm a boy," other times I'm like "Yes, I'm a girl" or "Yes, I'm both"(Rare) or "Yes, I'm neither." My inability to tell which I feel...

Post #2: Friends.

  Today I am going to meet up with some of my really good friends and I haven't seen them in a LONG time. I figured out I was genderfluid AFTER I met them and AFTER I transferred, so that means they don't know. I feel like I should tell them but I...

Post #1: Dysphoria?

so I know at this point that I'm genderfluid but I feel like sometimes I pressure myself to act feminine and dress feminine (feminine for me) and sometimes I sit there and just mentally yell at myself "YOU'RE FEMALE, NOT GENDERFLUID" I keep lying to...

LIFE ADVICE--I NEED HELP

Be yourself, never let anyone make you feel like you are not good enough at anything period. Because the truth is you are. ALways try your hardest and give it 100% because at the end of the day that is all that you can do and that is all that matters....

8-24-14

Well. It is offical. The school year has started, and I completed my first week.  I am hopefully graduating in December with my ADN. I hope that all of you have a great semester/year as well.   On another note, The girl I have been seeing,...

Missouri's ban on same-sex marriage goes to trial

I came across an article from LGBTQ Nation.com. According to the website in September of this year a Circuit court judge is going to hear a lawsuit challenging Missouri's ban on same-sex marriage.  In June of this year the city of St.Louis issued a...

CHRISTIANITY AND HOMOSEXUALITY

OK GUYS SO I AM HAVING SOME VERY WEIRD FEELINGS. I AM A CHRISTIAN, I BELIEVE IN THE LORD AND THAT HE DIED FOR OUR SINS AND EVERYTHING. BUT HERE LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME WITH THE WHOLE SEXUALITY THING AND GOING TO HELL ABOUT IT. I GUESS...

FRIEND-ZONED GIRL

There is this girl, I really like her a lot, and by a lot i mean like whoahhh. She is amazing, she gets me makes me laugh ect ect. WE started out talking on a dating site, she goes to the same college i attend, we first started just on there then...

Letting go..

Its been three months and I feel like we just broke up. Letting go is never as easy as you want it to be. I feel pathetic. I feel a little lost. But mostly I feel alone. The LGBTQ community is nearly non existant in middle america and I feel like no...

How could it be wrong when it felt so right...

My dad left me with these people ... He trusted them...I could too...right? Besides me, there was four. She sat me on her lap and took off my shirt.. Everyone watched with a smirk... She told me to be quiet, everything would be okay......

I worry a tiny bit...will they discriminate against me?

 So far I have found the intake process to be pleasant. The girl who is my "intake" worker I know will not be my caseworker. I am worried that I will get a predjudice caseworker. I know it is the law against discrimination but I can still tell people...

I'm on a seafood diet. I see food and I eat it.

I used to use myfitnesspal.com to log all my calories when I first began working out to lose weight. At some point I must have got tired of it and gave up. Now I wish I hadn't because I forgot how helpful it is for me...especially as a binger! The...